A Letter to Love

A Letter To Love

Dear love,

I hope this letter finds you in sound health. I will skip the pleasantries. This is isn’t a catching up letter. Love, you imbecile, I still wonder about you. Do you ever think of me? When you walked out on me, did you ever look back? I was doing great before I met you. I didn’t care about love. I never saw myself being committed to you. I moved from one heart to another and it never hurt. I never looked back. I wasn’t looking for you and I always left before you could show up. Life was good and I had nothing to worry. I was doing great before I met you!

I didn’t ask for you! You crept on me without permission, you came into my space when I was paying attention. I curse the night I met you every day! You came and introduced me to something I never experienced before. You tore down my walls and barged in. You were ruthless! You attacked my soul and planted yourself where you weren’t needed. I was doing great before I met you!

You promised me a happily ever after! You promised me laughter and joy beyond compare. You mesmerised me with comfort that you brought. I let my guard down and let you in. You sneaky bastard, did you know you were going to leave me like this? Did you know there was no forever for us? Did you know that these smiles were not for eternity? Did you know that you weren’t mine to keep? Did you know it will hurt this much if you weren’t around? I was doing great before I met you!

O Love, I lost myself in you! You became everything to me. You became my significant half. You held my hands when I had no one else around. You helped me grow and better myself. You were always my rock and my shoulder to cry on. O love, you meant the world to me. Did you know you will leave me this hollow?

Love I miss you! I miss your soothing touch. I miss the peace that you brought! I miss our time together. I miss your warmth. Love, you asshole, I can’t go on like this! I met you younger sister, Like, the other day. I thought she could be the one but she wasn’t enough for me. There was something missing. She wasn’t you!

Love you have become my enemy now! I was going to give up my world for you. I was going to swim the oceans for you! I was going to scale the mountains just to see you! There was no sacrifice I wouldn’t have made for you. Love you were everything to me! I still have these memories that haunt me every day. You bastard, I was doing great before I met you! I begged you to stay! Did my tears mean nothing to you?! Love were you real?! Love, you imbecile, I was doing great before I met you!

I died a little the day I lost you Love! Do you know I still want you? Do you know I still need you? Do you know that I can’t wait to feel your touch again? Do you know I can’t wait to have you in my arms again? I still dream about you Love. I still day dream about us finding each other again. Love I feel incomplete without you. Love I am finding hard letting go. Love I need you. You don’t get to show me world of possibilities and leave me when I start to believe. I can’t navigate this new world without you.

Love I was doing great before I met you! You don’t get to walk away and never look back! Can you not hear my heart weeping? Love, you bastard, find me again before it’s too late!

Yours Sincerely,

Every Heart.